Merdeka...!!!

2 more days to celebrate our Independent Day..
da 51 thn negara ni merdeka.. wlaupun aku lahir 20++ years later, doesn't mean that i can't have the feeling of celebrating it.. at least ader la jugak perasaan terharu yg negara kita ni dah bebas dr belenggu anasir2 jahat.. well, in my opinion.. x jugak merdeka coz rmai lg anak2 Malaysia yg mcm negara luar.. huhu..

Right now...

Everybody left the workplace earlier coz nak balik kg.. 2 events in one time.. Smbut merdeka plus smbut Ramadhan skali.. but aku ni dlm dilema nk balik kg or x.. sbgai anak yg masih sayangkan parents, aku balik lar.. xla aku cabut awal coz byk masa lg kan.. watpe nk kelam kabut balik sana balik sini.. kalo nk cepat2 nnt mcm2 hal plak happen.. x kuasa aku camtu heh!

td pegi grooming session. diorg ajar camne nk kemaskan lg pemakaian tudung.. kalo tgk diorg buat mmg ler cantik.. but to apply them in daily life.. i have to think it twice.. biler ader some events yg perlukan aku appear cantik², baru aku buat.. but i think it will take time to make it perfect. biarla skang ni buat ape yg mampu jek.. kang tetibe ubah imej org ckp "ader la tu".. simple and easy.. that's me..
anyway, i'm quite confuse of some people who look very interested of being pretty and smart but then just ignore the way they appear.. excited like "waaa..." "wuu..." "ooooo..." and then.. "eh lantakla camne aku nk pakai pun.."

one more.. i'm the person who likes to concerntrate on something.. tp ader gak yg ggu tumpuan aku utk dptkan extra details.. that would make me ilang sabar.. for those yg tau perangai aku so diorg pun slow down the "excitement" tu.. x pasal2 kena laser plak ngan aku.. skang ni aku lebih byk diamkan diri dr melaser org.. biar la lantak la ngan perangai diorg.. yg penting aku leh buat ape yg aku suka.. well, nobody can change me kan.. i still remember what my mom told me.. "baik beralah dr berbalah.." "biar org buat jahat kat kita.. jgn buat jahat kat org.. biar itu perhitungan dia dgn Tuhan..byk bersabar.." Kdg2 tu sakit ati gak ngan perangai masing2.. mcm "xxxxx" jek..

tmorrow i'll going back to my hometown.. hopefully buah rambutan ader lg.. hehe.. actually, makan buah kat umah kg ni lagi best drpd bwk balik ke umah masing2.. kang ader la yg biar camtu jek sampai busuk, x usik lgsung.. huhu.. I'm missing the 'do-it-myself' buaian.. lepak kat situ tgk org lalu lalang kat jalan.. most fun, leh dengar bdak2 kg naik motor kapcai sambil melalak lagu yg tah pape.. hehe.. mlm sabtu plak bleh pau kakak aku kat pasar malam.. dpt makan free.. (sorry sis... tp anak2 ko aku bagi upah tau :p)

k la..
nk rehat jap..
after a few hours in office yg sunyi.. baik aku buat pape yg bleh relaxkan badan..
mmm.. lapar la plak.. nk makan ape eh..?

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